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(no subject) [Mar. 9th, 2009|06:50 am]
Time brings dust to lonely places
And leaves it's scars on weary faces
Sifting dirt in virgin land
Rape the Earth with filthy hands
Spread the soil, crawl below
Caught in muddy undertow
Far beneath the deepest seas
To find a better place to be
Sink with me, hand in hand
So deep beneath this cruel land
A prayer drifts up into the skies
Burned by the sun it screams and dies
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(no subject) [Oct. 3rd, 2006|06:44 am]
"Take another drink," you say
To drown the thoughts of yesterday
But the peace you find this way
Only furthers your decay

A joint or two can help alot
But the help you need is not from pot
Although the stuff is highly sought
You're kind of fucked if you get caught

Acid trips are fun and all
Dancing dragons, breathing walls
But once your magic kingdom falls
You're stuck again in your life's halls

Maybe coke will save your bum
From all the problems that have come
But then again it's pretty dumb
To snort all day to just be numb

Heroin will get you high
Shoot that shit into your thigh
Then kiss your muscles all goodbye
Because they're all about to die

Maybe meth has got the kick
To get you off of sorrow's dick
But once you feel the needle's prick
You life can spiral pretty quick

So tell the drugs and booze to wait
On lonely nights without a date
And when you don't feel so great
Pull down your pants and masturbate


I took a match out from my pack
And lit the match, then put it back
The pack burst into passion's flame
To start my deadly fire game
I'll make sure the cops aren't bored
When I use my magic fire sword
It's made of steel and gasoline
And is a sight to be seen
A bottle, gas, and an oiled rag
Will take care of all the army fags
They're just here to drown my fun
And go put out everyone
And so to prevent my fall
I'll just have to burn them all
A Holocaust of fire, I say
I want to play this everyday


There's something wrong with me, you see
I haven't been myself
I've been this way for weeks and weeks
I feel like I'm in Hell
I'm tired and slow and I always feel low
And that just isn't me
My doctor said I was good to go
So what the fuck could it be
But in the end I know what's true
My confusion's at an end
Cause all day long I think of you
I miss my girlfriend


This is what happens when I stay up for longer than 24 hours.
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(no subject) [Jul. 27th, 2006|12:52 pm]
Hello, LJ. It's been a while.

So...a post.

I suppose an update on my life status is in order.

I've been playing the ass out of my guitar and can now play short segments from the following songs:

Scream of the Butterfly - Acid Bath
Paegan Love Song - Acid Bath
Bleed Me an Ocean - Acid Bath
Enter Sandman - Metallica
Dirty Magic - The Offspring
Brainstew - Green Day
Like a Stone - Audioslave
Iron Man - Black Sabbath
Crazy Train - Ozzy
Blast Off to Nowhere - Powerman 5000
Automatic - Powerman 5000
Christian Woman - Type O Negative
Dixie Whiskey - Eyehategod
In Memorian - Hammerfall
The Zelda Theme
Aeris' Theme (FFVII)

I'm sure there's some other stuff I'm forgetting...
But I'm getting much better. In my opinion, anyway...
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(no subject) [Jan. 14th, 2006|02:49 pm]
Fuck it all.

Dead but like an angel
She follows me, so pale
Corpse's eyes and decay
And maggots on her face

Her breath reaches to me
Stones in my lungs
Ash upon my face
And a kiss from death with love

I find
there's nothing
Ocean dreams and ecstasies
My burning eyes are blind
I find

Tell me to search again, my angel
Help me to see what I must see
Stoned, cold, and angry
I'm feeding on your bones
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POETRAY FOR DA G0DZ0RZ [Jan. 1st, 2006|10:23 am]
Save a breath for me
At the end of the world
I just want to see
All the angels fall

Watch Him turn His head
Watch Him turn His face away
From the piles of dead
Hiding blind eyes

I just want a breath after the end of the world
To watch the ashes fall
Just to see the aftermath
And make sure He burned it all


If the Devil were real, he'd be my best friend
Through thick and thin, till the bitter end
We'd go raping and killling and speak blasphemy
Then go home and chill out on some misogyny
At the end of the day, it would be such a blast
To be the Devil's best friend, and go kick some ass


I was at the Last Supper with Jesus, that night
When a traitor was found, to my sweet delight
I stayed and I wateched as events unfolded
Rejoicing in the trouble that Judas had molded
But more important things demanded my attention
Like the following day, Jesus' ascension
I saw him walk and fall, and break under the cross
And watched him nailed and speared, no big loss
They lowered the cross to remove the body
With his sullen figure, so thin and shoddy
As I ran to go look, with vigor and glee
I tripped on a nail and skinned my fucking knee


The Apocalypse is sacred
Death by God's holy decree
Go against His word, and you defy thee
It's set in stone that He will end the world
Killing young boys, and burning young girls
Once Apocalypse starts, living is sin
And to breathe goes against God's precious whims
Because God is a child with an mischievous smile
Who created the world to destroy every mile


Jesus came to my house one day
Because my poor dog couldn't pee
He had an infection of disgusting sorts
And Jesus offered to heal him for free
He was back in my yard for an hour or two
I left him alone to his work
At about noon I went to check up on that dude
And he was fucking my dog, that jerk
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(no subject) [Oct. 3rd, 2005|10:02 pm]
Ordered a new hoodie! Check it out!

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Badass hoodies *-*
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(no subject) [Oct. 2nd, 2005|03:49 pm]
I am currently listening to some of Type O Negative's earlier releases. These guys' earlier shit sounds ALOT like Venom minus the Satanism. Coolness. Venom \m/
I downloaded alot of TON because I was listening to Christian Woman (Love <3) and decided I should check out more than the 2 or 3 songs that I know of. October Rust and Life is Killing Me are still downloading. Shitty.
So far Slow Deep and Hard is...alright. I prefer the goth-rock
(it IS goth-rock/metal you poser faggots who stand by the vending machines in the morning giving me dirty looks because I know more about anything than you ever will. TON IS NOT DEATH METAL AND NEITHER IS SLAYER YOU FUCKING FAGS) of the later shit that I've listened to over this....I don't know what to call it. It reminds me so much of Venom with maybe a little Motorhead thrown in.

I listened to Opeth's new CD the other day. Ghost Reveries. I hate it. It's shit. Shitty, shitty, shitty. What went wrong, Opeth? Everything up till Damnation was funderful. Even Damnation wasn't too bad. It was...different for you guys, but it was still alright. Why did you stray from your roots? I FORSAKEN THEE, OPETH! With you Hot Topic shirts and opening for Korn at concerts...
I disown you! I cast thee into the fiery pits! BEGONE!

Well, Slow, Deep, and Hard just finished playing and I've decided that...I like it, but it's nothing special. Not worth a purchase. But alas, I have a few more CDs to listen to. Maybe I'll strike gold.

I bought Ninja Gaiden Black two days ago. <3
Best game ever. Terrific gameplay, stunning graphics, great sound, flawless controls...
Wonderful everything. and it offers such a challenge. Scarcly is it that I play a game and actual say "Hey, this is kinda hard." In Ninja Gaiden I sometimes wish to throw the controller at my TV in anger. :)
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(no subject) [Sep. 19th, 2005|07:55 pm]
Broken hearts and shattered dreams
Fuck you all, I'll hear you scream

Pain to all and all falls down
Torn from love, by hate I'm bound

Kissing sweet, the lips of death
Kill me now and let me rest
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(no subject) [Aug. 21st, 2005|03:03 pm]
My mind is fucking breaking down
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(no subject) [Jul. 19th, 2005|02:16 pm]
"Lead Me"

All the same
Breaking my heart again
I've gone insane, my friend
Kill me again

Pull the chains
Beat the cage
In my mind
I am safe
Until I come out again

I'm feeling dead
Oh so dead
These thoughts, they swirl
Inside my head
Please take my hand
Until I'm dead

I die again
This new day
Life is gone
It's okay
I'm just fine
I die today
Death comes today
The end is today
But it's okay

Death is fun
Sweet release
No more pain
Inside me
Take my hand
Lead me, please
To a place
Where I can sleep
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